The Grand Piano

PART 3

Steve Benson begins:

NEARLY THIRTY YEARS AGO, in the fall of 1976, Carla and I moved to San Francisco. Soon we separated, amicably, definitely, remaining fast friends. In the winter, in the apartment on Hampshire Street in the Mission District that I still shared with her brother after she left, I kept an untitled journal that indicates I was preoccupied by thoughts about being with women and being with men and the ways one may as a man be with women and what I wanted in intimacy and my uncertainty about it all.

So many thoughts going through my head lately I
feel stupid - I don't know what to do w/ them.



THE GRAND PIANO is an experiment in collective autobiography by ten writers identified with Language poetry in San Francisco. PART 3 and other volumes may be ordered from Small Press Distribution. Subscriptions are also available. Please print the subscription order form, and include it with your check and shipping information.